The.Footsteps.Of.Jane

Hello back..

2010-07-29T21:45:00.006+08:00

I kind of miss blogging really. But I really don't have the shingles to blog much anymore. I don't know what shingles mean. hahah. Anyways I can't wait for the 3rd. Universal Studios here we go baby. Its going to be a triple celebration for me & babydear. His belated birthday as well as mine & our 21st month.

So I don't know what else there is to say besides Im still craving for yoghurt. Baby please? haha. How wasted that you don't eat yoghurt. Pfft. I'm gonna make you eat it one day. haha

Okay bye.

*Through rain or shine, you'll forever be mine. :) I love you.

Happy 21st Ema Lalala!

2009-10-31T00:26:00.003+08:00

Hari ini budak ini punya 21st Birthday. wooohooo. Die suke Milk chocolate...i pon suke... HAHAHA.

Anywayssss.. Happy 21st Birthday Ema. All the best in whatever you do beybey. heheh.

It's fun to be around you sebab kau nye merepek selalu tak boleh tashan please. hahaha.Enjoy your day aite! Muahhh.

Love,

S.Jane

certain things....

2009-10-07T23:22:00.003+08:00

Because sometimes you just get so angry you don't wish to do anything or talk to anyone but to just lay in bed....

Sometimes i even think that your bed is your best friend.

They know how you feel every single night before you sleep and also how you feel each time you wake up.

Study kepe

2009-08-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

UT 3 is coming. VERY SOOOOOON. So i will not be updating as yet. Busy studying. hahah. I havent been updating frequently also. So...ya...Hahaha. To my RP mates. All the best for UT3! Blogger is really being a bitch these days you know. hahah. So right now i'm busy reading through all the 6th Presentations. To non-RP students 6th Presentations are model Powerpoint slides that sums up your lesson for the day. :)) Bf is busy at work now. hahah. I miss the boy very much. Yes? hahah. Come home cepat! If not i'll get sleepy after doing all the studying and i will fall asleep and cant talk to you already. Then later u merajok. Burok. hahaha. Ok i should go study now. Bye people. And oh..i bought a new watch. Goldddddd diggerr. (its gold) hahaha. I love it. And bulan Puasa is coming too! Yayyy! Means....raya is nearer! Excited much? yes. hahahha. ok..Will update when i feel like it. Loves!

Love,

S.Jane

2009-08-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

Fuckingcramps.pleasegoaway.thisissuchanotgoodtiming.:'(
And wow, you've worked your way through without a single word.

Love,

S.Jane

Muah!

2009-08-06T09:59:00.021+08:00

This is a very long overdued post. Supposed to have been posted on the 22nd July. This post is specially dedicated to my lovely and most wonderful cute boyfriend whose birthday falls on the very day - 22nd July. So he had school that day and his class surprised him with a big cake. Aww. Aren't they sweet? :)) He was a very happy boy that day. Like he said "i feel loved". haha. Yelah. Everyone kan love u. hahha. Okay so anyways...i met the boy after school and we headed to Fish & Co at the glasshouse to have lunch. Heh. Fishhh. I loike...Only if no bones ah. Plus cheesy fillings...yummayyyy. :) Then, we went to fort canning to take some pictures and i remembered the last time we went there, i brought along a bitchy camera. Haha! This time round i came prepared with a dslr camera i borrowed from Hanafi. Thanks classmate. Then we went to sit at some benches where he opened his present. heehee. I know he enjoyed his day. Right? He has nice friends, nice classmates and not forgetting a veryyy nice girlfriend. HAHA! I'm beginning to sound like you. Grr.Then we headed to Plaza Singapura to walk around a little and enjoy the aircon blabla and sat outside starbucks to chill where we met a jumping monkey. haha. In actual fact it wasn't a monkey. It was human who squated down and jump down the stairs while in that squatting position. Kelakar! you should have seen how he did that. hahaha. Then the stupid boy lah called that man a jumping monkey...or was it me? hahaha. Ok im done talking. I hoped that the birthday boy had a great day and had a memorable 18th Birthday. Happy Belated 18th Birthday baby! You know i love you. haha.Toodles.

I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU
Its the way you say I love you
& the way you hold my hand
It's the way you make comfortable with who i am. :)

Love,

S.Jane

stupid

2009-07-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

I AM SO ANGRYY BECAUSE I CANNOT UPLOAD PICTURES HERE AND I WANT BADLY TO BLOG ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY WHICH WAS ON THE 22ND of JULY.I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME HEREEEE. HELP ME ANYONE? PRETTY PLEASE? OK BYE.

...not funny...

2009-07-16T23:00:00.005+08:00

This was on our pm yesterday night.

His :
- "myactcute/slenge/ultrafat/HORNY/BODOOO/sadistic/lesbian/desperate/NYONYA/attractAPEKgerl"

Mine :
- "mystupid/kental/RAPIST/SUPERboncet/ketiaknoBULU/fuglybebululeg/HORNY/idioticboy"

Boy, you very irritating okay. You full of nonsense. I cannot take it! Hahahaha. And i'm no nyonya k. If i nyonya you apek. Don't talk a lot.

These past few days, we have been really vulgar....and i...DO NOT know why. ahahaha. Just about half an hour ago:

B : haha.tkpela.pasal u belo nye pasal.i maafkan.haha.

G: haha. babi. Hahah. Cepat la abes work.

B: Sial....hahah. y kene cepat? u ada prison break pe...

G: haha. cb. ada prison break tkda u buat ape?

B: cb u ah.

G: haha. u monkey la. I miss you.

B: u pig. hahah. im done...happy?haha

G: hahaha. no. extend till 2 ah. can? i'll be happier

B: serious?ok...

G: haha. nolah. you think what? you superman ah. go home and sleep lah.

HAHAHA.ok dah. tu je.bye.and oh! hahaha. Fai... thanks for the shower of chewed biscuit just now eh and sorry for the passionfruit ice blend *spit out* as well. AHAHAHA. tu wan yang suro. hahaha.

Ok bye. My merepek boy is reaching home soon. weehee. nights.

And and my daddy is coming back from overseas this saturday. another weeheee. :))

Love,

S.Jane

babybabylove

2009-07-10T21:50:00.002+08:00

Me: "Where are u?"
Sexyboy: " Interchange. Nak naik bus ni. Y? Miss me already eh?"
Me: "haha.noo.u yg miss i kan?"
Sexyboy: "haha.yea...i sentiasa miss u...u kan missing item."

hahahahahahaha.missing item or whatttttt.cute kan budak ni.hahahahahahaha

K this is long overdued but yeaa...i've watched transformers with sexyboy after which we went to horizon food mall. He apparently, even after 2 years schooling in RP and slalu jalan kat causeway point didn't know that this food court here existed. He kept asking if the place was new. -_- NOT.

This was in school earlier today at W4 canteen. There was me, Syaza, Amelia, Syidda, Fitri and Ema...and..i met the boyfriend who bought me ice cream. I know korang jealous kan?kan?kan?...because i have a suuweeeet boyfriend....*evil laughter*...:))

Ok.chaoz.

*I don't like how i have to worry everyday about what could be the next thing we have to deal with?
anger?unhappiness?upset?jealousy?

~you said something you shouldn't have said.~

Love,

S.Jane

2009-07-07T20:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Amelia bte Noh!

Today is the birthday of one of my pretty girlfriends.

Once again blogger is being a bih i can't upload photos. So will do when it is possible again.

So this makcik over here has turned...twenty. hahah. Gosh...there's already a 2 at the front of her age.hurhur.

"Sharing good times with good friends is the greatest joy. This is the stuff that makes life worthwhile. Whether sharing a meal together or a good conversation, there is nothing more fulfilling then spending time with friends. We must be thankful for the friendships that come our way for not all are blessed with the skills to form deep relationships. Those of us that do have friends must never take for granted the gift bestowed upon us."

So yes, Happy Birthday to you beybey. All the best in life. :)

Love,
S.Jane

confessions

2009-07-03T17:05:00.005+08:00

And i...

Don’t feel like eating
Don’t feel like sleeping
Don’t feel like bathing
Don’t feel like drinking
Don’t feel like dancing
Don’t feel like jumping
Don’t feel like doing my homework
Don’t feel like how i am suppose to feel....

So what do i feel like?

I feel like crying
I feel like screaming
I feel like swimming
I feel like picking flowers
I feel like painting
I feel like baking
I feel like killing a cow
I feel like skipping today...

Because...

Because today we’re not how we’re supposed to be...
Because today i feel at my lowest...
Because today, we are like strangers...
Because today i feel so lonely for the first time...
Because today feel like it didn’t matter...
Because today, the upset in me is too overwhelming...
Because today...i miss you, more than you can imagine...
Because today i fell and i felt like you weren’t there to hold me...

I am not expecting for pearls and diamonds on this day...i never did.All i needed was for you to try to make things right and to talk to me.Tell me everything you needed.Numb, insensitive and ignorant.You had to give me that, all of that today.Of all days, why picked today?This is something i’ve never felt before.This is something i hope will go away right this moment.This is something unexpected and in case you didn’t know how much it meant to me,Let me tell you that today comes only once and a day like this is the day i ALWAYS and will always look forward to.I’ve said what i had to say and i want to and i need my rest because i’m exhausted. Exhausted from thinking.

I think i am nagging nonsense here.haha.i'm just bored because boyfriend is away for this performance at Swiss hotel.haha.ok he's reaching home soon.goodnight mates.muah.

*Iloveyoubaby.

Love,
S.Jane

The Lapan. The Eight.

2009-07-02T22:00:00.013+08:00

Yes today is our eighth. Time is flying isn't it?....Things im going to say would never change too...It would still be....

"I love you"

"Ups and downs are inevitable."

"Despite things that came our way, we managed to pull through."

"There's no one else i'd rather be with for the great,even the bad times"

"You make me feel like i'm the only one that matters "

"With you, black becomes white,dark becomes light. Anger turns into happiness and tears turns to laughter. Fire becomes ice and....coffee becomes tea?hahah.k tak."

Lastly:

"Thank you, Love, for the wonderfully beautiful eight months."

I'm so sorry for everything...that has made u mad,upset and more.

For some reason blogger is being a F****** bitch.because i can't upload a picture that i want to post here. Things are really making me so frustrated right now. I could just kill a pig...or a cow.

Love,
S.Jane

So what...

2009-07-01T14:28:00.005+08:00

So what if you're not in the mood?

'Not in the mood' isn't cut enough for people to not reply to you when you ask them a question.

So what if the other person doesn't talk to you?

It doesn't kill to talk to them.

So what if someone makes the effort to talk to you?

It would be because they want to not feel invisble and wants to remind you that he/she is right there waiting.

So what if only after you tell them "it's ok. maybe i should just go"

Then only after that does the other person starts to want to talk.

Yea...So what if you're right there in front of him/her but he/she refuses to talk to you?..

You might as well leave and don't bug them. Right? :)

Love,
S.Jane

Goodnight :)

2009-06-28T01:15:00.003+08:00

I've just finished changing my blog's skin.hurhur.in one day eyyy.i usually take days cause i'm a noob at these kind of things....well..maybe used to be...now i'm better.hahah. And you know...VB (visual basics) from my year one module..does help a lot ... *smugs*.

ok im going off to bed already. shiggles bojangles people. goodnight.

sometimes you get angry over things that not anyone should ever get mad about.

maybe because i felt that it was the least you could do.

maybe paranoia is my best friend.

maybe my period is coming.

or maybe, i'm just so used to you...

yes

...maybe i am....:)

Love,
S.Jane

UT UT UT

2009-06-16T22:15:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow will be my lab management ut. Lucky for me on Monday i already went to study with the boyfriend. Haha. We headed to civics library right after school. It was kind of packed but we managed to sit somewhere near a power socket which means i can charge my lappy. woo. Because lappy isn't in a good condition u see. Plug my charger out and it'll only live for ten minutes.Overcharged? yeaaa. hahaha.bitchhhhhh.

So anyways after studying...only 3 problems...we got tired.hahah.brain draining. hahah. So now i only have one more problem to study. In a few minutes time okay.haha.now watching prison break too and oh there is csi beybey. me loike it. So will study after that and study again tomorrow in school with syaza and ame cause we'll be meeting for FYP report. insyallah. hahha. Ok after studying we went to macs to have lunch. heh.

haha.that.on his head. is my belt. hahaha. dah mcm...k dont know what.hahaha.i have one picture like that too but no..i dowan to post it here.kental.hahha.ok go.gtg.waiting for honey bee to come home.bluergh.ok go.

Love,
S.Jane

semalam...

2009-06-09T15:36:00.006+08:00

Yesterday at ten thirty am i was already at civics mcdonalds. wooo.

take note :

GARLIC CHILLI IS BACK!!!

but ..... my bf thinks it isnt much of a big deal. haha. to be talked about later.

So after having breakfast, we headed to level 3 of the library. Before we left, syaza peeked into my cup of lemon tea.

Syaza: "eh.tak habis?"

Syidda : " biasa ah. kata maya"

Me: "eh.kau diam.haha"

and for that reason too, my bf thinks is why he is getting fatter. because i always feed him my unfinished food. haha. NOT TRUE.

So FYP meeting was tense. hahah. k lah. not really. the first 20 minutes we were sitting on the floor. then we moved to a table. We were cracking our heads on what our FYP reports should contain when we havent even got our basics sorted out. hahah. it was funny. but at the end of the day, it was fruitful. Syidda had to leave at 12.30 so it was me and syaza. hahah. All the way we were focused. hahah. ok. i lied. there were 2 or 3 instances we side tracked a bit. but we got back on track because we know FYP always comes first and that, had to be settled on the day itself. heh. So we finished ard 3 and then i met my boy. We accompanied syaza back to school and ate TRCC. we saw wan rocker there. So there, we were talking about garlic chilli. Rocker likes garlic chilli.

me : " eh!garlic chilli is back "

bf : " sama je chilli. garlic chilli yg lighter red kan?"

me: "ah2.sedap kan!"

bf: "ee.ni yg nnt haaa(haa-ing his mouth) mulut bau je "

me: " eh mana ada. tadi pagi i makan. haaaa (haa-ing at him) tkda bau pon "

hahahha.ok disgusting.

"ah ni budak. all the way engrossed dgn psp die. hahah."

"excuse me boy.knape hair red? and lain2 tempat in 2 different pictures. HAHAH."

syaza gile.

So after that me and bf went off. hahha. went home ard 7 plus. Otw home in the bus, he was squeezing my ear. haha. idiot. i know he wanted revenge cause for the previous hours, i was literally slapping him. HAHAH. sorry ah boyy.

so when he squeezed my ear:

me: "ah dah.stop it eh. once dah start nnt mesti dah kesedapan nak piat telinga."
him : "hehehhe"

hahah. idiot.all the way in the bus he was trying to squeeze my ear.

So then i was home. hahah. ok go. caramel's home. :))

i want to eat mee rebus later. yum yum. me mummy just finished cooking. haha. i only like her mee rebus. hahah. c ya!

Love,
S.Jane

saturday...

2009-06-09T15:15:00.005+08:00

On saturday i went JB. haha. to send my kains for tailoring for raya! Semangat. but i can't wait to see the end result oi.heh. its red and salmon. and yellow for another one. oooweeee. chantek.to me lah.

i missed practice again. :'( im dead cause im left behind ... bang!

gile.

oooh. i see boncet.smugs.

im waiting for my boyfriend to get home. where is youuuuuuu...haha.

Love,
S.Jane

updates...

2009-06-09T14:49:00.005+08:00

So on the 3rd, i made a surprise visit to school. haha. bf didn't know anything about it except for syaza,nadia and aqilah. hahah. so when i came into the room, he was too engrossed with everything that was going on he didnt realized i came. So i stood there for a moment behind him and when he turned, HAHA! (muke tepranjat habis) you should have seen his face. heh. i surprised him. yay! so me got huggies and a kiss on the forehead. hahah. *blushes. I didnt get him anything so i just bought him oreo cheesecake from the TRCC cafe in school and i got a cute teddy bear from him. heh.

So then i had to leave ard 7 plus for the airport. Before that mummy came to send nasi briyani to school as on the same day we were celebrating herry's birthday. I don't have the pictures to that yet.booo. bf said that the nasi was nice. hahah. of course. my mum cooked it. heh. jk.

So we were at the airport for around 5 hours. WOW. we were there to send off atok and uncle to umrah. hahah. atok was cute. he called himself 'haji rugged'. hahah.he is s heavy smoker and considering the fact that he has asthma, he still kind of looks strong to me. but who knows about what he actually is feeling right?. i heard that his asthma came when he reached umrah. boo. get well soon. stop smoking. They were stucked in a traffic jam and thats why we had to wait for that long.The airport has a tempertaure of -0.2392132832 degree celcius. haha. it was freezing. i had to walk out to the taxi stand area to get some warm air.

We got home only at ard 2 plus. So at 3 we were probably already dozing off to lala land. it was a nice day.ok bye.

ni gambar kental. :)

my boyfriend's home key is with me. so now he is locked out of his own house. and i know he's mad at me cause i always forget to return his stufsf to him. bye.

Love,
S.Jane

because its two-in-one...

2009-06-03T00:15:00.003+08:00

Yes today there are 2 major things going on...

1. My brother's 11th Birthday

*To the most annoying brother, Happy 11th Birthday mangkok head. Stop being a lazy bum and get your arse on those assessment books. You have a month! hahaha.

2. 7th, with mr.caramel...:)

* To mr.caramel, Happy 7th baby. You're the best. Ever. Thank you for all you've done. For putting up with whatever challenges that comes our way. For understanding me as i am. Love you wan. :)

Love,
S.Jane

From Rasyidah's Blog

2009-05-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

I am going out in half an hours time and i know i should be doing my RJ now.But..im not in the mood to do so. Haha. Have fun reading tomato heads.:)

Starting time: 6.27pm

Name: Maya Sofhiana Jane. :)

Sisters: 0

Brothers: 3

Eye Color: Black.

Shoe size: 4-5 ladies. (depends on shoe cutting)

Hair: Long, Brown

Piercings: 2

Height: erm...last time i checked...1.56?

What are you wearing right now?: white n yellow raglan top + grey pants

Where do you live?: Singapore - Woodlands

Favorite drink: Mineral water.haha.

Favorite month: Every month is my favourite. But maybe most would be July.

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: No.

Been in a police car: No.

Been on a plane: Yes.

Been in a hot tub: Ooh.Yes.Nice.

Swam in the ocean: Yes?

Fallen asleep in school: Haha. Who hasn't?

Broken someone’s heart: Yes.

Cried when someone died?: Tsk. Yes!

Fell off your chair: Don't remember.(i know ema(fai) pernah ah.hahah.classic)

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Wait.Yes?when they say they wanna call. hahah.but all night?...hmm...cant remember.

Saved e-mails: Yes. I probably have 644273676192.. emails in my inbox now.haha.

Been cheated on: Yes.

***********What is************

Your room like?: Pretty sexy? haha.its nice lah.Its bloody red and sunshine yellow.

What is right beside you?: my charging handphone.

What is the last thing you ate?: heh. sago honeydew and cockle kway teow

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

Chicken pox: Yes.

Sore throat: -_- (%$#@%^)

Stitches: nono.scary balls.

Broken nose: haha.no.

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight?: Not really.

Like picnics: Yes.

Wear contact lenses or glasses?: No. Perfecto eyesighto.

————————–Who—————————

Who was the last person you danced with?: Haha! My Boyfriend?

Who last made you smile?: My cute baby neighbour running after me because he wanted to salam (shake hand) me.

Who did you last yell at?: Err. I do not remember.

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now?: Cars and lorries by the roadside.

What did you do today?: School lah...breakfast with gfs...and late lunch with great ppl.(bf,fai n ema)

Hate someone in your family?: Hahah.NO.

Diamond or pearl?: Diamonds.

Are you the oldest?: Yes.

Indoors or outdoors?: A little bit of both.

——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you like?: Huh? Yes. i like my boyfriend. Does that count?

2. Kiss anyone?: Of course lah. Kiss my mummy and daddy before leaving house always.

3. Get sick?: No.

4. Sing?: Yes.In class. I think Hairin heard me.

5. Talk to an ex?: Nope.

6. Miss someone?: Yeap. My mum. (the happy her)

7. Eat?: Yes.

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone?: My brother.

9. Made you cry?: Haha. Dnt know lah who.

10. Went to the movies with?: Wan Ridhwan

11. You went to the mall with?: Wan Ridhwan, Fai n Ema.

——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico?: NO

20. Been to USA?: NO

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone?: My bf counts?

22. What book are you reading right now?: 'The Balance Thing' - Margaret Dumas. Only at chapter 6.There's like...39 chapters?haha

23. Best feeling in the world?: When you are underwater and all you can hear is...idk lah what do you call the sound.You just feel at peace.

24. Future kids names?: Gosh. No idea.

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Nope. My youngest brother took mine away and has never returned it since then. :(

26. What’s under your bed?: Nothing.

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch?: Soccer. That's the only sports i watch? I think.

28. Favorite place: Erm. my pretty sexy room.

32. Who do you really hate?: I hate people who hates me when i don't even know them. HAHAHA.balls.

33. Do you have a job?: No.

37. What time is it now?: 6.53pm

Ok done. That's all folks. :)

Love,
S.Jane

Cell cycle and oncology.

2009-05-12T18:58:00.011+08:00

Ok im not going out yet. So i shall tell you what happened in class today. I think amongst all my classes, today is my favourite.Because....Syaza is in my class. Heh. And Hairin too. And...ouh..PATRICK.HAHAHAHA.

Ok his real name isnt Patrick. No. Its.......okay.never mind. I can't seem to remember your name.

He is very very extremely to the hardcore super duper insanely irritating when it comes to Q & A.Why? Because he always has a lot to ask. Ok that is not the bad thing ah. Only disturbing thing that seems to get to the rest of the class was his super low...sleepy...almost falling asleep...drowzy voice. And he drraaaaaggggs his words. So it would be something like...."Errrrrmmm.okaaay.So.....whyyyy do youu think thee graphh is like thisss?" The whole class was kinda pissed because he was like dragging the whole class to end late. So we were like "eh 6p ah facy.6p 6p." hahah. Then, Syaza talked to me on msn:

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. teammate aku

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. adele

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. ckp

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. dier mcm

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. PATRICK

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. HAHAHAHAHA

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. suare dier

~s0fh!anA jANe~ HAHAHAH

~s0fh!anA jANe~ . MEAN

~s0fh!anA jANe~ HAHAHA

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. HAHAH

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. dier ckp

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. if u close ur eyes

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. and listen

♥♣ syAzaaaaaaaa. hahahahha

~s0fh!anA jANe~ hahah

~s0fh!anA jANe~ siak ah

I showed this conversation to Hairin. Then...

Hairin - Who is Patrick?

Maya - Tsk.Patrick ah.

Hairin - Oh. The spongebob one!?
(laughs)

Maya - Ah. What other Patricks can
you think of? hahah.

Then she kept quiet and all of a sudden:

Hairin - Ah2 eh. Sama
ah.

Maya - (huh? look) and peeks at her lappy

There was youtube with a Patrick video halfway played. I laughed hard and took her earpiece to have a listen to it and at that point of time..my class's Patrick was talking. Then:

Hairin - Ah k.close your eyes.
close your eyes.

Hahaha.BITCH.

And so finally the class ended and i went to meet Wan and otw to cwp met syaza and yat. Then saw big and his gf...and then fai and ema after which we waited for fai and ema and went to banquet to eat. Then..here i am..at home.Heh. ok go. i wanna go get ready.muahh.

Love,
S.Jane

Happy Mother's Day Mom.

2009-05-10T23:23:00.007+08:00

I didn't wake up in the morning to wish my mum a Happy Mother's Day and kiss her on her cheek like i always do. Why? Because it totally slipped my mind that today was Mother's day. Only in the car when she said something about Mother's Day did i wonder if today was Mother's Day. So i asked a friend and she said yea..today is the day. I wanted to wish her at that point of time...but it seemed a little too late. Plus, i hadnt gotten her anything. So i was sort of 'paiseh' to do so. And so i kept quite throughout. I felt bad. Why wasn't i reminded that today was Mother's Day. Why was i so ignorant? Maybe...just maybe...i had a lot going through my mind that it got jam packed. I did read about it in the papers like..a few days ago. And so i thought that it was coming. Yes coming, that i didnt realize it came. How selenge is that? I just didnt think that it was today. Booo.

So in the evening i went to Tampines One with love. We went hunting for his slippers after which we already planned to look for some stuffs for Mother's Day because we hadnt gotten anything for our mothers. We went another round in there because we lost the shop we wanted to go to but we know we will walk past it if we were to re-take the path we walked before.hahha. Understand not what me is talking about? hahhaa

So anyways....before buying stuffs and jalan-jalan in tampines one, we went to Qiji for our lunch. It was my first time eating there okeh. hahha.k kental.Tampines one is nice. It has shops like topshop, dorothy perkins and oh...springfield :)...Me loike it. Belly nice place but too crowded ah just now. Cannot take it. Hahaha.

And i still feel bad for this year's Mother's Day i didnt make my mummy happy. :(

She didnt want to take the present i bought for her. She say "dah lambat". sedih or whatttt. How? Tell me now...how?....Nvm...we'll just wait. But hey mum...don't i get a kiss too on children's day?.bahaha.im a child. heh.Ok so i'll just upload some pictasss. I am kinda sleepy. booo.

So to my mum:

Although you are merajok-ing right now....still...HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

Thank you for everything you've done for us. Sorry for all the mistakes i've made and please accept me present. :)

we saw this frog that came from nowhere.hahha.

The musical note necklace. :)).

to mom : please do not merajok any longer because i do not know how
to make up for today.boohoo.

ok go.

Love,
S.Jane

from Rasyidah's blog.

2009-05-10T15:20:00.006+08:00

I am going out in half an hours time and i know i should be doing my RJ now.But..im not in the mood to do so. Haha. Have fun reading tomato heads.:)

Starting time: 6.27pm

Name: Maya Sofhiana Jane. :)

Sisters: 0

Brothers: 3

Eye Color: Black.

Shoe size: 4-5 ladies. (depends on shoe cutting)

Hair: Long, Brown

Piercings: 2

Height: erm...last time i checked...1.56?

What are you wearing right now?: white n yellow raglan top + grey pants

Where do you live?: Singapore - Woodlands

Favorite drink: Mineral water.haha.

Favorite month: Every month is my favourite. But maybe most would be July.

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone: No.

Been in a police car: No.

Been on a plane: Yes.

Been in a hot tub: Ooh.Yes.Nice.

Swam in the ocean: Yes?

Fallen asleep in school: Haha. Who hasn't?

Broken someone’s heart: Yes.

Cried when someone died?: Tsk. Yes!

Fell off your chair: Don't remember.(i know ema(fai) pernah ah.hahah.classic)

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Wait.Yes?when they say they wanna call. hahah.but all night?...hmm...cant remember.

Saved e-mails: Yes. I probably have 644273676192.. emails in my inbox now.haha.

Been cheated on: Yes.

***********What is************

Your room like?: Pretty sexy? haha.its nice lah.Its bloody red and sunshine yellow.

What is right beside you?: my charging handphone.

What is the last thing you ate?: heh. sago honeydew and cockle kway teow

———————-Ever Had- ————————-

Chicken pox: Yes.

Sore throat: -_- (%$#@%^)

Stitches: nono.scary balls.

Broken nose: haha.no.

————————-Do You————————–

Believe in love at first sight?: Not really.

Like picnics: Yes.

Wear contact lenses or glasses?: No. Perfecto eyesighto.

————————–Who—————————

Who was the last person you danced with?: Haha! My Boyfriend?

Who last made you smile?: My cute baby neighbour running after me because he wanted to salam (shake hand) me.

Who did you last yell at?: Err. I do not remember.

———-Final Questions————-

What are you listening to right now?: Cars and lorries by the roadside.

What did you do today?: School lah...breakfast with gfs...and late lunch with great ppl.(bf,fai n ema)

Hate someone in your family?: Hahah.NO.

Diamond or pearl?: Diamonds.

Are you the oldest?: Yes.

Indoors or outdoors?: A little bit of both.

——————Today did you———————-

1. Talk to someone you like?: Huh? Yes. i like my boyfriend. Does that count?

2. Kiss anyone?: Of course lah. Kiss my mummy and daddy before leaving house always.

3. Get sick?: No.

4. Sing?: Yes.In class. I think Hairin heard me.

5. Talk to an ex?: Nope.

6. Miss someone?: Yeap. My mum. (the happy her)

7. Eat?: Yes.

—————-Last person who——————

8. You talked to on the phone?: My brother.

9. Made you cry?: Haha. Dnt know lah who.

10. Went to the movies with?: Wan Ridhwan

11. You went to the mall with?: Wan Ridhwan, Fai n Ema.

——————Have you——————-

19. Been to Mexico?: NO

20. Been to USA?: NO

——————-Random——————–

21. Have a crush on someone?: My bf counts?

22. What book are you reading right now?: 'The Balance Thing' - Margaret Dumas. Only at chapter 6.There's like...39 chapters?haha

23. Best feeling in the world?: When you are underwater and all you can hear is...idk lah what do you call the sound.You just feel a peace.

24. Future kids names?: Gosh. No idea.

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Nope. My youngest brother took mine away and has never returned it since then. :(

26. What’s under your bed?: Nothing.

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch?: Soccer. That's the only sports i watch? I think.

28. Favorite place: Erm. my pretty sexy room.

32. Who do you really hate?: I hate people who hates me when i don't even know them. HAHAHA.balls.

33. Do you have a job?: No.

37. What time is it now?: 6.53pm

Ok done. That's all folks. :)

Love,
S.Jane

~GetWellSoon~

2009-05-08T11:58:00.003+08:00

Me is very sad today.Bf is not in school. Booo.Because his cough and flu is getting worse. Its been erm..3 days already. And going to the doctor today. So hope he will be well soon enough cause he is very pms-y when he is sick.hahha. ok lah.not that much. :))

GET WELL SOOOOOON BABY!!!!!

Love,
S.Jane

Half a YEAR! - Happy 6th Baby! :)

2009-05-03T01:11:00.003+08:00

Happy 6th to us. :)
Woohoo. Half a year already. This is fast.I loike.
Anyways....

To dearest Boyfriend:
Once again thank you for you never fail to shower me with your love
never fail to tolerate my nonsense
and one thing i really adore about you is that given my very very packed schedule,
you never get tired of it and you always wait patiently for me and u understand me for how things are right now.

Next week is going to be worse for us. Things are going to get really packed for us. :'(
We'll get through this baby. I know we will. :)

*cute kan? hahah. i know :))))

So Happy 6th! once again to us!
Many more months to come...and forever it will be.heheh.
MeLovesRidhwanverymuch!
muahh!

Love,
S.Jane

♥ love ♥

2009-04-30T21:04:00.007+08:00

listening to : knock you down (keri hilson feat. kanye west and ne-yo)

comment : addicted to this song at the current moment. haha.

So its only Thursday but i'm feeling drained. Physically, mentally and emotionally. K lah. Not so emotionally drained. Nothing to be emotional about. But physically maybe cause.....cause im not fit. I think i am getting fat and i don't have a flat stomache. So walk too much can make me sick. Hahah. Drama sia. I am mentally drained cause of school. Year 3 oi. FYP FYP FYP. Never does a day go by without me saying the word FYP for at least once. Final Year Project as a matter of fact is quite fun for me because i have supercalifragilisticexpialadocious FYP teammates.hahah.wow. What was it did i just say? Hahaha. supercalifragilisticexpialadocious. ok docious for short, in the urban dictionary means "exceptional, fantastic, badass" Yes. That's them. So labworks aren't always so mundane. They get juicier instead. Hahah. ok that just sounded wrong. Oh and in labs, we have super top secret. ( kening up down slowly )

This has something got to do with Syaza. Hahahaha. Between teammates je. Don't ask k. I won't tell.ok bye.

Precision is essential in lab works. You must know how to pippette to as little as 0.5 microliters correctly.
( 1 ml = 1000 microliters so 1 microliter = 0.001ml )
Wooo. Did i get this right? Hahaha. idk lah. go google.

So anyways, our facy is gerek. He is my faci for one of my modules. Proteomics. Which was today. haha. Bluegh.
So anyways. Tomorrow is Labour day. In wikipedia:

The holiday originated in 1882 as the Central Labor Union of New York City sought to create "a day off for the working citizens."

So it says New York City but it seems to have spread eh? Hahaha.
To working Citizens, Happy Labour Day? :)
Ok. Enough.

On a serious note, me is leaving for KL tomorrow morning. Hahah. Malas. Tau tak?
Alah now only say malas. Later when i'm there, everything will seem fine. So my darling boyfriend is at work now. Booohoo. Come home already lah pls. Talk to me. (tell me your name...HAHAHHAHA).

He will be back either at 11 or 1. I know he is going to miss me. heh. I will miss him very much given that we have been kinda busy these past few days. So....we need a day out. Soooon. Me is very sleepy right now. Sleeping soon. :)

So i managed to have lunch with him and then head to cwp. Managed to sit around for like....12 minutes? hahha. before his friend came to go to work with him. If not for after schools, there wouldnt be time for us to meet. Heh. Ok. im totally drained to the maximum of 987654.5J right now. Me needs to regain me energy through hibernating. HAHAHA. i'm not a bear.

Sleeping lah.

ok bye.

muahh.

Goodnight.

k i look mcm crap. sayonara world. MeLovesYou!

( to bf - take care of yourself k. have plenty of rest. But i dnt think you will have it cause your schedule seems packed with stuffs. Hmm. Nvm. you've got Sunday before work. Sleep and sleep k. hahaha.tkmu lama sangat lah tapi. ok go. muacksssss! )

Love,
S.Jane

superkillingmecramps

2009-04-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

I am having real baddd cramps today. Shucks. :(

Me want to talk to me boyfriend right away please......

Come back fast.

To note:

FYP trm at 9AM!

Goodbye World.

PS - i am sorry about earlier today love.don't be mad already.:(

Love,

S.Jane

MONDAYne...

2009-04-27T22:16:00.009+08:00

Today was cell cycle & oncology. Absolutely very dragggyyyy please. One of the longest days i've had in RP. I bet this Thursday for genomes is going to be yet another dragggyyy day. Hope tomorrow will not be 'cause its lab management. If i remembered correctly. Hahaha. I like my facilitator for tmr. Heh. He's cool.

So anyways, Syaza was being iritating 'cause she just had to spot a pronunciation mistake my facy made. My facy tend to say microscope as microscope-y with the eeee sound at the back. So it will sound like this...

"MI-CRO-SCO-PY" She was telling me that over on msn towards the end of the lesson and i was trying real hard to not laugh cause at that point of time it was super funny and it actually still is ah. hahaha. I told that to Hairin who was sitting beside me and she said "prangai spot". hahaha. Then i said..."Syaza ah!" hahahha.ok bye Syaza.

Class ended around 430 and encem boy was already downstairs waiting for me. hahaha. i know i was late. sorry! His class ended ard 350?..kan?...so he had to wait for quite awhile.awww.kesian die. So than we headed to w4 for his late-lunch. haha. Been long since i ate there. So he made me eat something even if it was a bread. So i did buy bread and he stuffed me with his chicken from his ayam bakar dish he was having. So he said

Him - " You nak gemuk?"
Me - "No.err.Siape eh nak diri die gemok?"
Him - " I ah. I nak you gemok"
Me - "Tsk.Tanak lah"

and so he stuffed me with his chicken. Haha. So people, if i get fat in a few days time(hhaha.wow), he is to be blamed pls. So this is like the only time we have to spend together. Pathetic. I know. Hahah. Nvm. We can get through this. Ok i wanna go chat with him now before i sleep. Goodnight idiots. Hahaha. ok i didnt mean that.

*Iloveyouandican'timagine,ifyou'renotherewithme:)

Love,
S.Jane

Genomics

2009-04-24T20:35:00.004+08:00

Hello Hello.
Today was genomics.
Genes. So we have nuclear DNA,mitochondrial DNA,Single-Nucleotide Polymorphism, Y chromosomes etc etc.
The problem statement was a little vauge at the start of the day. I wasn't late. Heh.
At 10.00am, i was still at the IT helpdesk because my lappy was being a bitch. Or maybe someone turned it into one.

So i said to the phillipino it helpdesk guy:

Me : "I've got to go to class."
Him " Ouh.What time does it start?" (looks at
digital watch on wall)
Me: "Ten"
Him: "Ouh.okok.Maybe you can bring your laptop
along because you can't leave it here"
Me: (!%$#@^&*) -_- "Oh.Okay.So later i
just come in ah look for you.No need scan2"
Him: "Yesyes"

I thought you could have just settled it there while i attend class for 45 minutes. Alemak. Leceh must come back all over again with my laptop and charger lah and the discs i brought just in case.

So 1st break was with Alvin. I told him i would accompany him buy food before class started but i couldnt come on time you see. So i had to give it a pass. Feeling bad, i told him that i would accompany him down for first break but he had to follow me to the helpdesk first. Haha. That alone took 18 mins of my break time. Haha. I saw the time on my way out. Falique pantat was supposed to meet us but he was doing business at W5.

Then class was great. The facy was great. But she was a relief! Ergh. Please make her my permanent facy for this module. She had a timer with her.Haha. How efficient. She said she had to be fair. Each given 15 mins but she added in another 5 for....Q & A?..hahah.idk.but we all managed to not exceed 20.Mine was only 12.HAHAH. Only 3 members what.Class ended and i met bb! Heh. Happy oi to meet him. Then we were walking out of school because no one was at the booth. Then we stopped to call Fai. Ended up it was me,bb,syaza,banana,faizal,fai,acid,faiz,rocker and yat at the coffeeshop. We all sat around for awhile and then went home cause the booth thing was cancelled.hahah.kental.

So then bb went down to my bus berth to send me off but then since we still had time, he took the bus ride with me and we sat around my area to catch up on things. How i miss spending quality time with him. Haha. I always miss you anyways. I can't wait to go shopping with you.heh. I hope i can go.*crossesfinger* heh.
So we were talking about him wanting to call in to not turn up for work next thurs so that he can have his time with me cause Friday i am going to KL.hahah.Labour day.3 days he is gonna have to miss me.kan?

So KL or rather Malaysia is another issue we always talk about.

(In English)

Him : "You always leave me. Be it
KL or JB."
Me : "Ya. I know.but its not like
its my decision sey bb. Of course given a choice i dowana have to leave you kan"
Him : "I think im going to migrate
to London ah for 2 or 3 years to make up for the number of days you've left
me"
Me : "HAHHAHAH. It is not possible
that i've reached 2 or 3 years. Liar"
Him : " Let it be ah. So you'll
know how i always feel like when you go away."

HAHAHHA.My Boyfriend is belly funny.

Mrajok ah tu babyboy. Hurhur. Ok lah. My eyes are so tired from the bright screen lights of my lappy. Is that what you call the light from your lappy? k whatever it is. I wanna go watch teevee with me brother. Eh ada ghost whisperer ah now. Woohoo. K bye.

Me misses me boyfriend.

Love,
S.Jane

because you know...

2009-04-23T00:33:00.004+08:00

Its all because....

you know how to treat me right

you know what i like and what i do not

you know how to lift me up when i fall

you know how to make me feel better when im feeling down

you know how to love me the way everyone dreams to be loved like

you know how to make everything else seem unimportant when you're with me

you just know how to make me feel like i'm all that matters, feel like im special, feel like even without air i can breathe.hahah.=)

to dearest love, thank you for everything. for understanding my situation as it already is. i love you.

Love,
S.Jane

Selamat Hari Jadi Haiyul Rizatul Ain :) & Syazni

2009-04-21T13:59:00.007+08:00

"She is a drama queen, a taurus lady, a singer, a musician, a sister, a friend, a best friend and a girl who stands strong when it comes to her principles and someone who cannot be brought down by anything that comes her way because she knows that she can breakthrough. "

"Because life is not fair for all of us and we each have problems we do not know how and do not want to deal with. It is a matter of heart and feelings that inteferes with our well being. You have to know this " that things, happen for a reason " You can never think clearly when you choose to be drowned with negativity as well as impossibilty. Changes have to be made...not for him, not for her, not for me,not for the world, but for you. You deserve happiness, every inch of it in this world but happiness do not favour those who chooses to kick it away."

"Happy 20th birthday bestfriend!"

HAHAHHA.dah TWENTY.wow.ada number 2 infront.bahahah. So pls eh. tkmu nk mcm2 lagi sempena kau dah tua.ok go!

May you have a wonderful day ahead. Semoga allah panjangkan umurmu dan murahkan rezekimu.amin.:)

and oh.its Syazni's birthday too.heh.Happy Birthday Syaz!

May you have a wonderful day ahead. Semoga allah panjangkan umurmu dan murahkan rezekimu.amin.:)

Love,
S.Jane

Happy 5th BB!

2009-04-18T17:07:00.006+08:00

This post i so outdated.HAHA.Nevertheless....5 great months already it has been with the beloved bf. Thank you so much for everything love.

One, two, threefourfive
Through ups and downs we still survive

Without you around, i'd feel so blue
I wanna say that I love you :)

(okay.lame.HAHAH.i kinda suck at this.hee.but i tried.bye.)

Anihoooos, we went to Fort Canning to check out the place and maybe take some nice photos lah kan...but to my own disappointment i didn't charge my camera before going out that's because i THOUGHT my Dad would be back on time to pass me his camera.So i assumed and i hoped...but...you know what....

Moral of the story : "sediakan payung sebelum hujan."

( get an umbrella ready before it rains )

Always be prepared for the worse.

So pitifully, we walked around and spotted nice places only to once again realize that daymn...the camera isn't working no more. Kesiankan? I know. HAHAH. but we did manage to get a few pictures before the camera said its goodbye.

My Favourite picture! :)

Why is this picture small?...cause i took it with my handphone not realizing that the camera settings were set to mms mode. MAK AI. sedih.hahha.

and i bought him this silver necklace that he was eyeing on.heh.i know he loved it.

So that's all for today. I am stuck at home. I can die. My Stooopid brother had to bring both the house keys out leaving me stuck here right now. I was supposed to be at Bloco like 2 hours ago. Beeeech! hhaha. but at least i got my blog updated. seee.everything happens for a reason. and toodles noodles. I have my religious class tonight and my favourite ustaz is back. Heh. He is ever so inspirational.

To babylove: "can i be in your arms forever?"
(you know wak-amin) HAHA.

Love,
S.Jane

(4)Belated Birthday Wishes

2009-04-08T20:40:00.003+08:00

Ok so here is my last outdated post. Belated birthday wishes to 4 wonderful people.

(1) My Mum
(2) Ema
(3) Syaza
(4) Faizal

So their birthdays are in sequence. Mum's was on the 25th of Feb, Ema's on the 7th of March, Syaza's on the 9th of March and Faizal's on the 21st of March.

So she's 43 now. Woah. Heh. I know you loved our birthday celebration cum lunch at Sushi King, KL. I loved it too. Thanks for eveything mum. Thanks for all the sacrifices you've made and being there when i need you.Love you lots. :)

Miss Supergirl. Heh. You're 19 now. Heh. I know you loved the cake as well as our mini belated birthday celebration at east coast park. Although it was raining, we would still have had as much fun given sunshine. You're a very kecoh girl and your laughter is very unique and distinctive. Hurhur. All the best in life! :) Muahh.

Here comes Miss "I-love-kissing-in-the-rain" but i don't really like the rain cause it spoils my hair. HAHA! I also know you loved the surprise mini birthday celebration for both you and Ema. Real glad that it made your day worthwhile. Then again, Although it was raining, we would still have had as much fun given sunshine. Thanks for being there when i need you. Muahh! And she also turned 19. Hurhur.

So here's Faizal who is probably dozing off in his NS camp now.hahah.He also turned 19. Eyyy...mana boleh..sume dah 19...when do i turn 19? haha
Thanks also for being a great friend. :) I don't know if you're enjoying camp but i hope everything's well in there. heh. Tc!

Ok that's all folks.

Love,
S.Jane

(3) Zoo with Mr Bf and Miss Gfs

2009-03-22T18:27:00.019+08:00

(tgk muke wan betol2.die tgh takot dgn parrot2 kat situ.HAHAHA! =))

( presenting someone's favourite monkey. hehehe. you know who you are miss )

( my favourite boy. hee. )

( ooh.i see sumting down there mr.monkey. bahaha. )

( ape nie? moaning for help ke ape ke? hahah.syaza syaza. )

( ooh.sexay. :) )

( yani nye fav. HAHAH. that danglinglingling thing down there. )

( ni pls eh yani.haha.scary when she gives that kind of expression. )

( ni syaza amek blurrr.ape dah. )

( ni pun sama.pffts )

( ohh.seductive habis.hurhur.but..scary balls. )

( hahaha. -_- )

( likes this! )

( loves this.it looks macho and build )

(haaa.and this! is his fav animal.or so it is for the day. we were looking high and low for the rhino.heh. *thumbs up* )

( meet my 2 boyfriends. HAHAH. monkey and WANkey.hurhur.

i'm just kidding.heee. sexy lips there Mr.)

My outing to the zoo with boyfriend and 3 girlfriends was great. There were so many animals we each were looking for and looking for them was quite a hassle. We had to make use of the map which was not quite useful...but useful.HAHA.whatever. We basically were a little deprived of map reading lessons (geography) during secondary school. In fact i didnt even take geog.hahah. At some point of time the map was wrongly orientated so it would set us walking at a different direction than the one we'd wanted. Pathetic?yes?..no.hahah.it was all good.We walked more.heh.You know it feels great to be able have a boyfriend who doesn't mind going out with my girlfriends.hehe.you know there are those that would find it sissy-ish or whatever you call it to go out with their girlfriend's girlfriends. Get what i mean?.hahha.hope so. I am proud of him.heheh.Also, my girlfriends didn't mind me bringing my boyfriend along.Great. I know.hehe. That's a combo. :)))). Ok choodles noodles. i'm beat for the day. My bb's at work and i'm all alone for the night. So sleep sleep sleep. I can't wait to meet him tmr! =))).

Nights.

Love,
S.Jane

(2) Henderson Waves with Mr Bf

2009-03-17T14:12:00.009+08:00

It was drizzling when we went to Henderson Waves that day. Wasted! Cause we couldnt sit there and enjoy the view from up there. We did a lot of walking and when i went home my legs were aching.haha.bt it was all for good. We took a bus from vivo and we had to walk the long metallic pathway before we can reach Henderson Waves. Phew it was darn long. 4.2 km if i'm not wrong. But when when you walk with someone i think time would pass faster. =). There were a few places we covered all in one. The Hilltop Walk, Mount Faber, Kent Ridge Park ( Forest Walk ) and Henderson Waves itself. I do not know which is where exactly but i know we can access all this places at a go. Heh. Then we walked back till vivo.hahah.I forgot where we were but there was a sign saying we could walk and get to vivo so we followed that trail and reached vivo. =)).. I love taking long walks with my bf.hehe.

Love,
S.Jane

(1) Sungei Buloh with Mr.Bf

2009-03-17T13:57:00.012+08:00

Sungei Buloh was funnnnnnn!Although it was scorching hot and there were hardly any souls at the Nature Reserve, we kinda owned the place and we spotted montior lizards, squirrels and mudskippers.

BF - hate squirrels, loves monitor lizards and mudskipper.

Me - loves squirrel and hates monitor lizards.

So u see the difference?

hahha. When we saw squirrels bb would run to one corner and stay there watching me watch the squirrels and take pictures of them. When we saw monitor lizards, i'd b a little scared and insecured because it was open and there were possibilities of it crawling to us.Hell no.Then there were the mudskippers. We spotted two. Then konon one for him and one for me.heheh.aww.We didn't expect to see mudskippers but i know we wished we could see at least one. So when we spotted two mcm..Yatta!..best! =)

When evening came, then only were more souls spotted. School excursions.HAHA. Students coming in big groups to visit the place.That was the time we made our way out of the place because we were already tired.haha.

Taking the wrong bus home was funny. Instead of taking the bus towards woodlands, we took the one towards Chua Chu Kang. Same bus number though. Just different directions. Hahaha.Kental.

But nevertheless,it was such an enjoyable with my boyfriend.=)).

Love,

S.Jane

FOUR outdated batches of pictures!

2009-03-17T13:37:00.002+08:00

Ok so u know i haven't been updating as regularly as before and i realize that there at least 4 batches of pictures i haven't taken the time to upload. So here i am uploading the beauuutiful pictures.Hee. So (1) Sungei Buloh with Mr Bf (2) Henderson Waves with Mr Bf (3) Zoo with Mr Bf and Miss Gfs and lastly (4) Belated birthday wishes!So the next entries are going to go in order.hurhur.BYE.

~ MOCCA ~

2009-03-17T01:00:00.003+08:00

So i came and i enjoyed songs from this Indonesian Band above, Mocca. Heeee. Indonesia best. Arina the vocalist is really cute. So bf says "suara die mcm budak kecik eh..."...haha.but niceee.Sings and plays flute. Kalau boleh jadi mcm die kan best.HAHA. And Yat keeps saying he wants to hug her. -_-...Meeting Yat,Syaza and Sammie GF there was pretty random. So Syaza says "Eh.maya?!tak ckp pon nk gi"..hahha.

The song "I remember" reminded me of an old time favourite indonesian teen movie of mine - 'Catatan Akhir Sekolah'. I love love love the song.This movie was released 4 years ago.haha,and i think you should really watch it. Its about these 3 infamous male students who decided to sort of seek 'revenge' on their schoolamtes through a documentary film they filmed throughout the year and it is to be screened on their graduation day. This film of theirs, added meaning to their graduation night and its a must see cause the storyline is cute and interesting. Especially with the character of the 3 infamous boys,Agne, Alde & Arian which spices up the whole movie..:)

*Oh yah.another song - 'On the night like this' also played in this movie. I like!

Okeh! I am done for now. Muah. Night Human Beans.

Although i just met my bf earlier today, i still miss him. A lot a lot.booooo.haha.Please go and sleep.Now!You really need it bacen. You're gonna be having a tiring week. :(

Love,
S.Jane

Lo siento

2009-03-07T02:02:00.007+08:00

There's nothing I can say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know

How far you'd go

I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day

And make everything okay
You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you downI'll turn it all around

Cause I would never let you go
Cause without you,I cant sleep

I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave

You're all I've got, you're all I want
And without you I don't know what I'd do

I can never, ever live a day without you

Here with me, do you see,

You're all I need

(taken from: Leona Lewis - I will be)

For all the things i've done and said to you, i'm sorry. We'll get through the challenges we face together. I know we will. Love you bb.

And oh, Happy 4th! =)..

(i know i'm 4 days late.but shhh.tkmo comment)

Love,
S.Jane

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2009-03-07T01:49:00.003+08:00

These poems, i got from a random website i was visiting. I know they might hold deep meanings for some. So let's just read them.

"People come into our life disguised as angels, and sometimes angels come into our life disguised as people. It is possible to see God anywhere. All it takes are open eyes and ears and the willingness to see miracles. They are everywhere. God is as available as we are. Having friends that inspire us to rise to higher and greater levels is an awesome gift. Surround yourself with people that inspire you to do better and inspire your friends as well. It is a profound truth that the people we hang out will shape the path that we travel. "

" What is a true friend?
A true friend says what they think their friend needs to hear even when they know that their friend may get angry.
A true friend doesn't leave because they are afraid to be with you.
A true friend doesn't leave when the fun stops and things get uncomfortable .
There are just of few of the values that real friends hold dear.
In short, A true friend recognizes the value of the friendship and holds it sacred. "

"To be a friend takes a lot of strength. It may not seem like it at first but you will see that times will come along when you will question why you ever got involved with this person. Times like these are the true test of friendship. It is easy to be friends when your sharing good times and fun. However, when the friendship is challenged you may be tempted to get up and leave. These are time when the integrity of the friendship is challenged. You may feel afraid to trust and share your deepest secrets. Friendship is not for the weak of heart. Real friendship takes strength."

"Best Friends means different things to different people. Some insist that you can have only one best friend. Others assert that they have best friends for different aspects of their personalities. Whatever the precise definition, your best friend is the person who gets you. They understand who you are and what you are saying. The greatest distance cannot separate best friends. You will always feel a kinship with them, and be able to instantly continue the friendship even after not talking for many years."

"A relationship in which neither friend is able to forgive the other does not have a very long shelf life. It is inevitable that there will be misunderstandings in a relationship. We cannot see inside each other's minds to be able to know that they never intended any harm. Everyone has buttons that can pushed that the other friend may unknowingly push. However, when a sincere apology comes your way, you need to be able to forgive the other person. This involves trusting that the other person truly didn't mean any harm and wants to heals the rift between the two of you. "

Love,

S.Jane

3rd Feb! - Botanic Gardens' double picnic date...and its our 3rd.. =)

2009-02-04T13:29:00.007+08:00

So what's so special about the 3rd of Feb?...heee..its my 3rd month with bb and boy the 3rd came really fast ey. (*smugs) So i had a fabulous time spent with bf, fai and ema. The Botanic Garden is huge. We only covered 1/6 of the place.(we only realized that on our way home) So me n bf only brought crackers,sweets,chocolates there and ema and fai brought sandwiches,hotdogs,crabsticks and cake.It was drizzling when we were actually looking for a spot to picnic so we had to wait under shelter for less than ten minutes only to realize that the drizzle got softer and that we could already start laying our mats hoping that it would the drizzle would vanish in time..and it did...=)..~ohwells~

So bb was already hungry even on our way there but he was told to wait till picnic time. hahah. So all set,we ate and had to shift away from our spot minutes later,realizing there were ants weaving its way through our mats as it has tiny holes that allowed them to do so.CONFIDENTLY bb says that we placed our mat on the ants' house(rumah semot). He even pointed to us where the rumah semot was...but..it actually wasn't a rumah semot.It was just some sand clumped together or something.HAHA.kental ah youuuu. After which, we played scrabble. Fai n bb forgot how to play scrabble and we tagged team. couple vs couple.hahha. It was fun until the point i told them i used to be in this scrabble team in school.

me: "eh aku dulu pernah masok scrabble nye group"

fai: turns to give me the "what did you just say??" face...."kental sia kau"

bf: turns to also look at me.."i tak tau eh u dulu kental.."

hahahha.thanks!

bf: "kau nak tau ape lagi kental dari scrabble?"

fai: "ape?"

bf: "CHESS"

fai: "mana ada kental.okay pe chess"

bf: "ee.tkda ah.aku tk fhm je.kalau dam boleh ah.aku expert"

fai: "kau tk fhm...tu sebab kau ckp kental"

hahahha. i think some of it are not their exact words.but yeah. whatever .bahaha.

i still think scrabble is a nice game to play.

They gave up scrabble and me and ema were left to play all on our own. So they were munching away and "cheered" for us to get on with the game.

bf: "ah..aku tau kenape diorang pandai dgn ni scrabble"

fai:"asl?"

bf: "sebab diorang.....TUA"

fai: " HA HA"

bf: " diorang ada extra one year.jadi lagi byk words diorang tau."

diam ah youuuu.

-----_________________-----

thanks ah bb. So then we took time out and me and bf went to walk abit more around the garden and took more photos. This time not with some dslr camera but just digicam je.heh.the place is just so calming and soothing to you mind. under a lot of stress?depression?...go have a walk there all by yourself.:)..you'll be cured of all that.heh.

and oh.my ever so sweet bf made me something. He asked me to close my eyes and he presented me with a RED box that was beautifully tied with a white ribbon. I opened it and there was a pink bear with 3rd of feb written on it. holding a picture of him when he was a young boy. You know the one you will take when you graduate from kinderdarten and you wear the box hat holding on to a piece of rolled white paper?..yes.dat one.CUTE! and in there were folded paper hearts. He said, the number of folded hearts in there would be the number of days we've been together.93!yes.i counted when i got home.heee.thanks love!:)...for the very sweet gift.ok..too much words already.PICTURES!

Bacen did this for me.awww.folding paper hearts.

not many guys would do that..hurhur..=)..

and look at how cute and innocent he looks.heh.

Love.

S.Jane

After Ages! - Bottle Tree Park with Loves!

2009-02-04T13:09:00.022+08:00

Okay.I know my space here is rotting(aqilah says),its filled with dust(acid says)...yadayada....nehneh...now i am going to update k.Cause i'm in the mood to do so.heh. So on Monday, Ame loaned a dslr camera from school and we couldn't put it to waste. So early that day, met up with Ame to get her camera and then headed to Civics Library to meet up with FYP gangs, Syaza and Syida. Before which we had brunch at Mcds. FYP meeting was kinda fun. Not so stressful cause we were all helping each other out on things that we already know.We even took pictures in the library.haha. Its been long since we met Syida and of course i miss her. I know you're gonna be busy with some stuffs not to be mentioned here. So all the best babe. Hope everything will be fine and you wouldn't need to juggle your time for FYP meetings.Tc ya. Your FYP gangs will be here for you!

So then Yani and bf came to meet us at the library itself and they occupied themselves with books. Heh. Done, we headed Sembawang for Syaza to meet her mummy and then to Yishun to eat again. Syida didn't join us as she had something up. So then we decided to make our way to Bottle Tree Park,Yishun.(or khatib,idk lah.sama je.dekat.)

There we had loads of fun from snapping pictures,getting on swings, to walking on bridges, getting on cows, guessing if there was frog in the pond, to asking why the place is named bottle tree park, how they managed to make such bottle-shaped tree, why there are so many weird shaped trees around, taking more pictures,blowing balloons, catwalking under dinosaur fossils,taking more and more pictures, to playing snap, playing uno under a pondok(ilike!) and making our way home when delicately,raindrops started falling on our heads. So apa lagi?..heee.PICTURES!

syaza says "ni mcm pengantin shot" haha.

ame says "mcm anak metropolitan" -_-

yani! tsktsktsk.haha.

FYP teammates!

black & white - tanak layan nmpk.pfft.

balloons galore..=)

ame says - "can be placed in RP's brochure to promote pbl"

jaybeh-nah bf =)

love this!

okay done!..the pictures are not really in order.i lazy laa..k bye!

Love,

S.Jane

This is because...

2009-01-02T23:44:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest dad. I love you so much daddy!...We're going JB tomorrow morning to celebrate.hahah.hope tomorrow would be a great day for you and we'll try to make you not angry for a day k?..hee.loves.

You’re always there for me
You’re the reason behind my smiles
You’d apologize even when its not your fault
You’re my personal brand of heroine(haha!)
You have instincts to know how i’m feeling =)
Your arms would be where i feel the warmest
You always try to cheer me up when i’m down
You get jealous even when you’re not supposed to
You’d know if i said i was okay but didn’t mean it
You’re the first person i’d think of every morning
You never fail to make my heart skip a beat when i see you
You always make me feel that i’m the only one that matters
You’d plant kisses on my forehead and make me feel so loved
Your hand is the one i’d want to hold wherever we walk and talk
You’re the one i always miss even when we’re at each others’ company
You’re the one i’d want to watch the sunset with and even wait till sunrise
You’d accompany through the night even when you are already very tired & sleepy

And all of this is purely because, You’re my dearest Boyfriend....
Happy 2nd love.

You know i love you....Hoping for many more months with you.I had a great night with you! I know we can't meet tmr because its my dad's birthday too.heee.

Love,
S.Jane

goodnight,i said to you..

2009-01-02T12:02:00.005+08:00

And you wake up in the middle of the night and start thinking of what tomorrow may bring,
thinking of the possibilities that you might not get the chance to do something you want to because situation doesn’t let you
thinking of how you can make tomorrow better than today because today was just bad
reflecting on self when you know that something is just not right and things are no longer the way it's supposed to be
trying to come up with a conclusion that might help you or break you
but not all the time are you able to come up with the conclusions because you are just so confused on what's happening that you are too scared to even make one
so when that happens, you'd want very much to shut yourself away from it so you try to get your sleep for the night
tired, you might fall asleep not so peacefully, or you'd just lay in bed wide awake staring at the blank ceiling wishing things weren't like that anymore and slowly you close your eyes to try to find your way to sleep.

[*Not a million fights can make me hate you because in your eyes is where i'll find peace.]

Love.
S.Jane

Goodbye 2008..Hello to 2009!

2008-12-31T17:59:00.003+08:00

So today is the last day for the year 2008.I have just read my horoscope for the year 2008. I have to agree with most of the points stated.=)

* Deep and profound changes and blessings await you as you freely give your energy to help others and take a hard look at your personal values in relationship to your resources.

* Some of the blocks you may have been feeling in your personal life and not knowing which direction to go will be lifted. By the spring, you will be feeling more grounded and secure, and a little more compassionate and tolerant of others.

*As much as you dream of having a perfect partnership, you have had to work out a lot of your own personal values to know what you really want. It's good to clarify these wants, so that by summer you will be able to put more of your focus into giving your relationship the time and energy it needs. Things will become much more interesting for you by the end of summer.

So i must say that 2008 has been a year filled with ups and downs. As a matter of fact, that's how just life is ain't it?...If i remembered correctly, i started last year being emotionally drained from stuffs that happened in 2007. Then it started to get interesting and in between, it became a little hectic. During this hectic period was the period of time me and my girlfriends started getting closer and closer till where we are right now. I'm glad my life took that turn. I'm glad life had to be unfair for me at times and i'm just glad to know that there are people out there who can make me feel so much better when i'm down. Things happen for a reason and that is something i hold on strongly too. I once thought that tolerance & patience does not work. That it was something only weak people believe in...but that's what i am.Weak.Heh. How ironic.

From then, things began to change and it became clearer of what i wanted to do and how i wanted my life to be.Your life doesnt shape you, but you shape your life and take control of it because you have every right to do so. I was back to being a happy girl who would accept whatever there is to come. so it says - Come what may.hahah.

So that was when a very special someone came into place to make everything always seem a little more than perfect. He who started out to be just some friend but ended up as the boyfriend. The one who made my year a blissed one. Together with friends who stayed with me throughout the bad times and good. You guys know who you are.=)..thank you so very much..

So....if i were to reflect on the series of events in 2008, it will seriously have no ending. Chop chop. Let's go.hahah.

GOODBYE 2008 & HELLO 2009.

Hopes for 2009:

*to excel in studies and graduate with my diploma in biomedical science by 2010.

*a better year for myself and esp to my girlfriends.(stay strong aite) - i think we've suffered too much that we forgot how interesting life can be for us and how happy you can get.

*brother to pass his O levels with flying colors and get to a good school of his choice.

*a much better year for me and boyfriend with lesser misunderstandings,quarrels,cold wars etc...haha.we're gona work it out baby.heee.(or so u said - wicked gona work it all out.huahua.) looking forward to many more seconds,hours,days,months and years with you love.

Love,
S.Jane

mad

2008-12-30T18:26:00.004+08:00

This is sometimes just so true..=)..

And what's even worse
We don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for... Nothing,
(fighting for) Nothing,
(crying for) Nothing,
But we won't let it go for Nothing,
(no, not for) Nothing,
This should be Nothing to a love like we got
Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
Cause I can't sleep through the pain
I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I dont want you to go to bed mad at me No I don't want to go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me

Love,
S.Jane

back!

2008-12-30T16:27:00.011+08:00

hahha.its been pretty long eyy.hurhur.so i spent last whole week in KL. It was great fun but i can't really recall any interesting stuffs besides going out to eat and jalan2. Also, meeting up with cousins i've not seen for years. Awww. I miss them. Heh. All of us are so grown up right now and Shahril seems to already have a gf eyy.(*smugs!). Haha. Ok so there are approximately around ten cousins i have there but i'm not really close to all. I even just met one of them after eighteen years of living.hahah. So there are the threee brothers, Nashriq, Ashraf and Shahril. Then there are the 3 others Along, Natasha and Nazmi. Usually when its KL, we'll be with them to spend our time together. Although it is very rare that we meet each other, whenever we meet, we click well with each other. The 3 brothers are usually the ones making everyone laugh. They're really funny and irritating in a good way. So since my laptop was being such a beeech there, i had to work the traditional way of expressing myself. which was through pen and paper. hahha. I want to type them all down...but there is way too much.hahha.so nvm.lets just forget it then.bahaha.maybe some other time.

So i am actually missing KL today.hahah.Or maybe i miss the company of my family in KL.hurhur.The one week there did past quite fast for my family because we didnt get to cover places like Pasar Seni, Petaling Street,Chow Kit,KLCC etc. and i heard there are plans for us to go there again soon but i do not know when. HAHAH.No pls.or maybe,not so long pls.i'll miss the people here so much. The 5 days were already a killer. Probably it was partly my laptop's fault that it gave up on me.heh. I can't deny that to shop in KL is heavenly. woo. oh one more thing. Thank uncle Tony,my dad's friend who brought us around KL too.Not forgetting Kak Zura who just got engaged.=))...best wishes to you!...ok lah. lets just have all the pictures.

*the three brothers back then
*3 brothers now.heh.
Right - nashriq.his my age and he is one guy that i look up to.he always is there for his single parent mum and even picks her up from work etc. he's a really2 great guy.
Center - Ashraf. The oh-so-bising one among all 3.always full with comments.hahah.he's real tall and lanky.hahha.
Left - Shahril.The youngest and cutest i think.he has a big body for his age.ahah.his small curled hair reminds me of adam brody.heee..=)..and die kuat melatar and screams like a girl.

i think this is my favourite picture of all. my two blood sucking brothers.heh.they're so funny and i love them.hahah.

my family.but mum and herry can't really be seen.heh.sorry.

So that was it for the week. You can see for yourself how much food i consumed there.babats all over now.BOOO.hahaha.The week was already so bad for me and love cause we were so far away and was uncontactable. But it got worst when i came back.heee.i guess we missed each other too much.but all is well now and i want to make that last.You know what i'm talking about love.hee.Thank you also to my girlfriends who were there to keep him company.hahah.And shopping with you guys would have been much more kecoh.heh.I love my girlfriends. The hug after the long week was just....awwww...hhahah.I love my bacen too.More and more each day.ok.that's all folks. i think i might wanna sleep after this. Get well soon Syaza!...=)

Love,
S.Jane

idon'tneedthisrightnow...ineedjustyou

2008-12-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

i am so filled with anger,sadness,disappointment and whatever other feelings that are associated with them all. i dowana leave with a heavy heart. please.

...imperfections are inevitable baby...

2008-12-21T13:39:00.005+08:00

Been long eyy....hahhaha..been super duper lazyyyy but felt like blogging since tomorrow i'll be off to KL for 6 freaking days.bahaha.Its a good thing cause it means there'll be 6 days of quality time spent with my family.=)).

I know one thing for sure. EAT MAKAN EAT MAKAN. fuuuuh. Whenever its the holidays, eating would be a big part of the family's activity.Why? Because daddy feels that it should be? hahah.

I was trying on rings at JB yesterday.

Auntie : your finger so small ah? I don't know if got size. (so she looks for small sizes rings and let me try all of them and after a lot of tries a size 4 fits the finger i was looking a ring for.yahoo.only amelia knows how susah it is to look for my rings.bahaha.)

Me : hahaha.okay.

Daddy : ah lagi dua hari. Kat KL nanti ayah kasi kau makan banyak2. (jgn ckp KL.wherever you go always ajak gi makan je father.bahaha.)

So after JB, went home and it was only ard 4 pm. So i showered and siap siap and went out to meet Syaza and Yani GF. Daymnee! I didn't get to see WAB. Didn't get to see Hanafi. Booohooo. I saw his pictures on Syaza's cam. And he looks....great.really hot?.heh.

So after meeting syaza n yani at the courthouse where they had camwhored...hahah.(konon kat spain) we headed to esplanade. There was a performance by BLOCO & NOVO BLOCO and it was really nice. =)). But the performance was at 845 and we had like an hour before the show. As we were making our way to meet the rest at Marina, an auntie approacehd us and asked if we'd like to hang this piece of paper with our wishes etc on it. and we said of course. hahha.

And so we wrote things like "i want to 2009 to be a great great year", "may 2009 be a splendid year", "i love my girlfriends", and oh...hahah. "i love my boyfriend" (hee).ok lah go.pick-chas up next.

*and this last picture here is taken at AMK after watching TwiLighttt. hahah.the movie is on the scale of ten, i'd give it a 7?...hahah.not much vampire action...

i'm having a hard time right now and everytime you say those words, i feel like you've given up on me. We have our imperfections darling and that's all you need to know and understand. These are the times we need each other most. Please stay with me and i'm sure we can pull through. I don't want us to still be fighting/arguing/debating etc when i leave for KL tomorrow.

Love,
Maya

no YOU.booo

2008-12-05T19:49:00.003+08:00

Ok weekends are coming. Aite. It's actually tomorrow.Today was bad.Just bad. But i did have a great talk with gfs for a little while.We were talking about the possibility of life being easier than it is now because we are just tired. Tired of everything that is. We will all be up soon aite. No worries.Things always happen for a reason.

I only had like 5 minutes worth of talk with wan and that is so pathetic. That was the only 5 minutes i get to see him. I figured that we hadn't really been spending quality time for the past few days or even week. Idk.All i know is besides that....i wouldn't be able to see him for the next probably 3 days.We'll both be real busy during the weekends and yes..thats just the way it is. We'll see how it goes.=(

to dearest GF Syaza - i am so going to miss u babe.boohooo.

I hate it when i miss people. its saddening.ok.bye.

Love,

S.Jane

♥ 03112008♥

2008-12-03T23:32:00.004+08:00

Yes.That's the date that has been marked. The date i got together with Ridhwan Bin Alwi officially and a date i'll never be able to forget. Heh. Its our first month today and i know...there'll be some who would go "eleh..one month je.." hahah. but one month is a big deal for me. Or at least for us it is. A month i spent being attached to a sweet sweet bf and a month i got to know more about myself and him. We've laughed together, fought with one another, cursed at each other(sometimes lah), and even punched each other. hahah. We've done quite a lot together and at times like those are the times i treasure most. Even if it is doing something like finishing powerpoints in between breaks together are the times i'll cherish and remember. Words can never be enough to tell you how much i treasure and cherish your presence in my life. 'ThankS' you for making me happy all this while and for being there for me through ups and downs. The fights that we have constantly remind me of how much you mean to me and just so you know...when we fight, it actually would be one of the worst moments in life.heh. Thank you also to friends who have been there for me. People like, Amelia, Haiyul, Syaza, Sammie, Nadia, Aqilah, Yani, Ima, Farizah,Faiz, Fai and even Falique(classmate). Especially to Amelia binte Noh. You've been there for both me and Wan.You've been through our ups and downs and whenever i fight with him, you're the one that always has to suffer.kan?kan?..cause we'll both be consulting you on things to do and telling you things etc.Haha!Sorry!muah! you're the best mediator any couple can have.heh.JK.

So today, we wore RED.wooohooo. And i do not know why but today was a day that it seems people from everywhere seems to have the feel that they should wear red. So wherever you turn, you'll surely see someone in red. Wey bf.wrong color to wear lah.heh.but nvm,its OUR favouritee color.heee. Even Amelia Binte Noh wore red. better still....she wore exactly the same thing as wan. Red top and faded blue jeans + shoe. JAYBEH-nah.hurhur. they can be a couple for a day.hahah.NOT.(nnt aku jealous mcm mane?)

Also, love made me a card. MADE! =))..aww.he's sweet.

He had our picture pasted at the front of the card. and "Eu Te Amo" as well which meand "I love you" in portugese. I however, bought him an adidas perfume. it really smells nice.heee.i wanted to make you a card too seh bacen. But i didnt have enough time.:(...nvm.next time.heh.I hope you like it. and for the donut.thanks bacen!sedap tau.heh.=)

& Love.On this day too..you gave me a rose keychain and said that it was a token of our relationship.=)...you said that it was not a real rose because you wanted it to last.heh.ah betol3.its still right here with me now.=))

So anyways...i do have a lot to write...but nah...nanti korang penat baca macam mana?heh. So the pictures below would be

(1) The rose keychain :))

(2) Donut Love bought me on Tuesday

(3) Picture of jaybeh wan and amelia

(4) Wan and Faizal gigi

(5) the perfume for HIM

(6) the card love made for HER! =)

(7) ME & love

oops.its over 1.30am and i'm supposed to be sleeping now.heee.sorry love.anywaysss...goodnight HUMAN BEANS.see u wen i see u.toodles noodles.=))
thankyouBF!

Love,
S.Jane

♥The phone call♥

2008-11-29T13:11:00.009+08:00

Things are SO much better now and we have agreed that the next time there is something bothering us or disturbing us we'd have to talk it out. We were just stubborn and refused to talk things out that it took a bad turn yesterday. So at 1.40am we were talking on the phone and yes it started out weird and everything but got better throughout. We talked till 4.40 am. YES. 3 hours and we cleared a lot of things and confessed a lot of things that i really think made me feel better because there wasn't that cold shoulder we gave each other like for past few days. We were able to communicate properly and had a proper talk rather than the "oh..ok" answers that i think were the two frequenly used words when we were not on good terms. It was jus not a good monday - friday for me and him this week. Boo. But the call was the one that made us learn more about each other. We are still getting to know each other and there are still so many things that we have to know about US. I just am glad that i got back the happy US again. i sayang u many2 bacen. you really have to learn how to control your anger,jealousy etc.especially your anger.Burok k.heee.

So it has been such a hectic week i must say. Pity me. HAHAHA. However, it wasn't all negative...there were also happy things that took place like the monday night spent with Ame, Syaza and Yani, the FLAMES award that flamed my fight with LOVE.hahah. But it was after FLAMES award that we fought. Things that happen during FLAMES was great cause Haiyul won the best dressed female and we had Arifah,Budiman, Faizal, Nara & YANI! going up stage to claim an award for their effort in helping BeatsEncore. CONGRATS to you guys and especially to YANI PRESIDENT!..It was a great night for you wasn't it?? (*smugs) hehehhe. you know i know.heh. ok jom.tgk gmbrss...=))...

I LIKE THIS ONE!..hee. Ima Bonita and her Budikan. =)

ah this is the one! Haiyul! Style kan nie nenek.hurhur. The one beside her is the best dressed male.

GFS! But takda Ima and Pammie ='(..

ok penat lah upload gmbr.-_-...goodday!... and to Sammie: wasted lah you tk dtg!..heee.NVM.go out again soon k.IMY!=)

*theHAPPY US is back! yay!

Love,
S.Jane

. . .Problems. . .

2008-11-29T01:08:00.004+08:00

Yes we cannot run away from problems.

I miss the happy US

I miss your lame jokes

I miss our cheeky PM's on msn

I miss our everyday questions and story tellings during class

I miss our sweet,corny conversations and messages every night before sleep

I MISS YOU

Love,

S.Jane

~WEIRD neighBours are inTeresting~

2008-11-23T19:07:00.004+08:00

Ok so i have a neighbour.DUH. She is somewhat in the range of 35-40 years old/or rather thats how old she seems. She has a problem with people just being around her.She gives people that "oh-get-away-from-me-b****" stuck up face. I dont know if i am even allowed to talk about this...but yeah. Something terrible happened today.

T-E-R-I-B-B-L-E.

Because of that, daddy isn't in the best of moods today. ergh. Thanks to you lah lady neighbour. I think you really are a weirdo. Grrr.

So now i am so boredddd cause i am waiting for my time to leave the house to go meet love. Hahaha. I was suppose to go TM to meet him and at the same time accompany brother watch his friend perform for some band competition....but hack...due to the neighbour incident, i couldn't.

So yes. That's All Folks. wooohooo..haha.bubbye.=)

Love,

S.Jane

♥one♥

2008-11-20T22:38:00.005+08:00

and so he said...

gdnyte my love.

you're everything i could ask for.

your smile makes me happy

your tears makes me sad.

and i know for sure,this is the best feeling i ever had :)

and i'm sorry for just about everything that happened earlier today.ily.

Love,

S,Jane

♥ This one goes out to my Girlfriends :)

2008-11-19T11:36:00.003+08:00

You gotta take the good with the bad:

smile with the sad

Love what you got & remember what you had

Learn to forgive, but never to forget

Learn from your mistakes, but never regret

people change, things go wrong

Just remember....life goes on.

Love,

S.Jane

chocolate sundae

2008-11-16T12:28:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was RDP's performance for the opening of West Coast Plaza formerly known as Ginza plaza, as said by the taxi driver. HAHA. So I had my Madrasah Graduation yesterday morning and i must say it was quite a fulfilling 3 hours to have been there from 8.30 till 11.30. After which i had to rush home and reach west coast by 1.WOW! how rushing is that? from yishun to woodlands, change and everything and out to west coast. I did make it in time. Like 5 minutes before performance started?hahah! And i took taxi from clementi MRT and i banged my head when i got into the taxi.Ouch! And so i talked to the taxi driver.or was he the one talking to me.But we found out that we live in woodlands.ahah!cool.

i think HUSAIN looks hot at the bottom left of the picture above.:).(gmbr nie je)

and so..this is haiyul darling.
can you see the words at the top left? so it says...

What is it that a good friendship gives us? - Everything :)

And today, actually now i am waiting for the time to go out again.I just came back from breakfast with family at sembawang and then went to 'bottle tree park' this park in between Khatib and Yishun and my 2 small brothers were fishing.haha.yes fishing.And you'll see this wood thing which i mum bought at the flea market for $10. Its an egg holder from Perth. It just happens that there was flea market and it was DARN HOT!.I bought a storybook "then things i hate about me' for $2 and a pair of earring for $3.haha!

Love,
S.Jane

Happy Birthday Faiz and Hendrry! =)

2008-11-15T22:57:00.005+08:00

And the 16th of November marks a special day for Faiz and my beloved brother Hendrry.

I think they both kinda look the same. A name for my brother, "apek" cause he looks like some cina and i think faiz looks cina too.HAHA.

So Faiz is one of the badots and he is the ever so noisy individual that at times you just wish you could shut him up. He is a very cheerful guy that being around him can also just brighten up your day. He is a really nice and caring friend anyone can ever have.hahha.All in all, although he can be irritating at times because he just talks too much, he's a great guy and he can scream like a girl. *smugs* and he only turned 17 laaa.hurhur.peace. Happy 17th Birthday Faiz!=)

So as for my lovely brother, he's turned 8! dah besar adik kakak nie.hahah. Its not like he'll be reading this anyways. But know that i love you very very much. Happy 8th Birthday Hendrry Kurnia!..Study hard k.Stop playing with your PSP pls. Dah lah pakai cermin mata.Lagi nak main byk2.HAHAH.(mcm fhm).

Love,
S.Jane

LEFT CLASS

2008-11-13T15:27:00.003+08:00

K i just have to add in this post cause Alvin has left class and i was talking to him before he left.

~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
eh just now what movie u watch lah?
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
STEP UP 2 la BODOH! *repeat 10xtimes*
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
OUH
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
HAHAH
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
okk
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
sorry ah
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
cheebong
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
cheeeebye ah.
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
super boring aah today
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
i dont even understand nuts
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
about it
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
my team library sio
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
even library more noisy than them
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
HAHAH
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
pathetic lah u today
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
shud have j0ined my team
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
and u do conclusion only
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
wth?
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
LOL.
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
she asked me to do indirect also
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
but i donno anything
BOOZE/SEX/ROCKn'ROLL&DRUGS. says:
then i was like... CONCLUSION AKU's (aku's or what Alvin.HAHAHA.)
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
hahah
~s0fh!anA jANe~ says:
u selenge

Then he packed and left and said he wanna chao liao.HAHAH.Pity you Alvin.See ya tmr dude.

Love,
S.Jane

repluggg

2008-11-13T13:56:00.004+08:00

I really think that my mood swings are so unpredictable. I am just looking forward to the end of the day for the replug concert. Mack is gonna be performing.HAHA.Been long since we've hung out together eh pantat. Tina Bobby is my facilitator for today.HAHAHA.she's a good and nice facy ok SYAZA.hahah.just because she calls u Nurul u cannot hate her.Just like the biochem facy spelling my name on the class board as MAYE.Thanks facy.HAHAHA.But i still like her.huhu.

I've just finished presentation and there are 4 more teams.GOSSH and this Tina Bobby is asking us a lot of questions. LETS GO facy. Time is running.hahaha.

Its a cold cold day and i'm freezing in class.Boo.

Alvin is such an arse.

Me : stupid mat

Alvin : aku chinmat sio! (ape sio eh Alvin?haha)

Me : oh ah2 eh. kbye.gi present ah kau

Alvin : LOL.speak english please ?

Me : go and present -_-

ME : and stop taking photos.idiot sia u.

(cause he was presenting but was taking pictures on his imac -_-)

Alvin : got bf now then keep scolding me. what a nice friend u are

Me : no link lah alvin.where got i scold u.i asking u to go pay attention.see.im a nice friend =)

Alvin : OHHHHHHHH! THANK YOU AH "FRIEND"

hahah.sarcastic moron.

ok lah bye.please let time flyyyy as of noww...:)

Syaza darling is sitting beside me now.woo.and she is so engrosed with whatever she is doing on her laptop.HAHAH.ok bye syaza.

andilovebf :) sorry for my mood swings. I know you love ur gf too.hahaha.

Love,

S.Jane

♥LOVE♥

2008-11-12T10:20:00.004+08:00

1. Do you have secrets ?
♠ yes?

2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you ?
♠ haha.yes! i already have :)

3. Do you enjoy going to school ?
♠ YES.

4. Do you ever see a guy crying for you?
♠ Nah

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend ?
♠ I tried.but i just couldn’t.i’m sorry

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
♠ Both can?

7. List out 4 favourite things that you like to do.
♠spending time with Love
♠spending time with GFs
♠spending time with family.GO JB.haha!
♠shopping / window shopping / walk around nice places

8. If you have one wish, what would it be ?
♠mana boleh bilang

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
♠ yes.YOU. ♥

10. What's the memorable thing anyone have done for you ?
♠ wrote me a poem

11. Who are you thinking of right now ?
♠my bacen love and gfs. (can’t wait to meet them later)

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
♠ Family,GFs & LOVE.

13. What are you currently doing ryte now ?
♠ listening to my blog song

14. Is your birthday on holiday?
♠ nope

15. What is your favourite colour ?
♠ RED =))

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done ?
♠ Yes. Its healthy to forgive and forget.haha

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick ?
♠ do the same? meaning? Hmm..wait a little longer and not pick YET. Then you’ll see who among them is the one willing to stay by your side and wait for you and pick that person. Haha.

18. What do you want to tell to someone you love?
♠ ILOVEYOU?..haha.

Love,
S.Jane

P-M-S

2008-11-10T19:46:00.007+08:00

Today is Monday. A day where everyone is supposedly to have their Monday blues. Erm honestly, i don't really know what monday blues is all about. So is there like Tuesday blues or Wednesdays Reds or Thursday greens.why must it be blue?haha.k shutup.

So anyways, my mum had her Monday blues. She said she had no mood to cook so she cooked spaghetti. To call that having no mood to cook? haha.dats what she says anyways.

So school was BLUEGH! Cramps were so getting in the way.Grr and i had Genetics UT after class. UT was ok i guess.

2nd break was okay. Went CWP with Ame, Syaza and Faiz. Had ice-cream sundae from Mcdonalds and had to 'bribe' Faiz with one too.hee.He kept us girls entertained.oh..no...not that sort of entertainment if thats wat you're thinking about.HAHA!

He always has stupid and funny comments and yes...it was nice..to be able to laugh at it.

Went back to school and had to buy my birth control pills.NOT.

Selenge Faiz has to call menstrual pills,birth control pills. Hello. Lain eh. Ish. HAHA. He was on the phone with love and he was told to remind me to not forget to buy my pills. So he assumed it was birth control pills.Of ALL pills.Thanks.So when i got the pink pills he went "eh asal color pink!?"...hahha.jakon.

Then went back to class and talked to love. Boooo. He was too busy with work he couldnt follow. But good. He's being hardworking.kan?..hurhur.

So after school/UT i msged daddy to pick me up cause the way home is just so not appetizing just thinking of it. Haha. So i msged..

me : daddy what time u coming home?

dad : why?what you want? (haha.gangster)

me : pick me up. I lazy nak balik sendiri

dad : ok.tempat biasa.

Hahaha.and so i went home did RJ etc and am now blogging cause i am so bored. Ame asked me to go meet Faizal BL but i don't think i can drag these bums there. I am just so not in the mood. Speaking of so not in the mood..haha.dats my PM for today and love was trying his best to make me smile.well he did.:)

he says - i'll make you happy love :)

awww.he's sweet.

And girlfriends were also there for me. Early in the morning. I was pissed at someone.PMS period okeh but sometimes i feel that it is just so good how much i can be tolerating what people have to say about certain things but sometimes, you just don't go overboard darling. Thanks Yani, Syaza and Amelia. You guys are loved :)

Love,

S.Jane

sleeeeepyyy...

2008-11-08T23:58:00.003+08:00

I don't know if he'd scold me for this...but..love just cut his hair!!...and he loooks good!.=)...

From (left) long haired rocker boy...to the (right) not so rocker boy....but..a cute school boy?....hahha!

*you'll look good in just about everything silly =)

ok goodnights human beanssss.imissmybf.=)

Love,
♥ S.Jane

♥ YOU'VE GOT BEATS II ♥

2008-11-05T20:07:00.016+08:00

Yes yesterday we had our concert and wow - full house. Some didn't have seats. Pity them.WORST. My other group of friends [An, Mint, Mike & Haziq] didn't even get to go in lah.Gosh. I really am sorry. There was nothing we could do. And so they waited outside school till we ended. Gosh. Here they are:

An,Mike,Mint,Haziq

More ....

Kenji Dot

Hantu Tissue Cacat (pls eh Aqilah)

Hantu Tissue jugak.
woah.Fierce pe haiyul.

Cicak - man?

Sexay Ladies..hurhur.

Iban Jiwer ( how do i spell it? )

Hiakdush

Yanoni Sexay

Faizal pon sexay.dgn bibir & gigi tu..fuh..

Ya Allah Haiyul...

Aqilah, Ima, Me

White Tiger Badots

La Dunges (sorry didnt have a proper photo)

my red rose =)

IMA

fuke - mitri ( kan? aku lupe lah.HAHA)

Nie ape eh bud?

AWW.Sham saying his last words being his last performance with Beats Encore.
Pammie too :(

To Chew Yan - Thanks babe for coming. For rushing to get the tickets right after school Appreciate it lots. Love ya!=)

Haiyul, kirekan mcm evidence lah kan dat ppl say you look like me.Haha. Even took photo with "our" mum n dad.So dah boleh lah tinggal serumah.JOM.

Familia - thanks for supporting too =)

To You, I'm sorry we had to argue. I really am and if at this moment you were talking to me, i'd feel better. But No. we're STILL not talking yet.I'm sorry.

Love,
Maya